Is God grading us for Heaven..?

Hello ...


The Bible says no sin is too great for God to forgive, if I truly repent and ask for forgiveness, I can spend forever mentoring and teaching fallen angels to pray and meditate because, when I hear about the latest high school, college or public shootings, I, sometimes, feel sorry for the shooter plus its victims and families because, through my personal experience and understanding, I know why he did it. For I was that sad, bipolar and depressed "C" student as well. Yet, through personal reading, studying and being told by people in my church, no sin is too great not to be forgiven.

So, are we being graded in life as we were in school? The Holy Bible says that Heaven has many mansions and Mormons say there are -- at least -- 3 degrees of:

• The Celestial Kingdom for the best of us, which I say is an "A" grade.
• The Telestial Kingdom, which I say is a "B" grade: for most of us Honorable people, but not the most perfect, or faithful, of us. I hope my past family is here as I will be.
• Then the Terrestrial Kingdom, a 'C' grade for those with enough faith, yet yielded to too much temptation and did too much sin. For their moment of evil?
• Then there is 'D': Spirit prison, and 'F' for Hell: for the most evil of people.

I also have been told we could be interview and graded on the following ...

1. I hope I treated my born disabled wife very well ... or, at least, the best I could.
2. For I never had no children of my own in this cruel hateful greedy society of ours, but I am not sure how much I care because my parents will end up with, at least, 10+ grandchildren and 10+ great grandchildren overall.
3. I am not sure if I done well with talents or not, but I did try as well with ... 
4. my church assignments,
5. and positive contributions because -- after decades of trying -- I decided to  -- as I said before -- just stay home to care for my disabled wife. 
6. This has been a honest brief evaluation of my life to you in a manner that I tried to live all of it. In the end, I hope for a great grade.  

Why not? Who's perfect? I also truly believe most sins will be God forgiven by faith, repentance and atonement as well as being better. Is there better for us? Yes, like you: despite knowing better, I still  sin, but, I hope and pray God forgives me for all my sins. Thanks.

Running for Congress?

Hello ...

As a high school student in the 1970's, I once had silly dreams of trying to make our society better by being a rich businessman and elected U.S. Senator, but, like most of us: bullying and low wage slave reality set in.  So, over the years, I am finally trying  to achieve inner peace through meditation because I now only want to teach angels. Still, I would like the local fame of running for Congress as a Green in my birth city district of Ohio's 8th, if not as a Democrat -- if only to promote my meditation practice. My resume is ...

• I have 30+ credits at Miami University of Ohio, after graduating with a one year business diploma at a community college.
• I ran, once, for local Mayor and Council.
• I was, twice, elected to a local Democratic party seat
• and I tried encouraging my local leaders to display a United Nations flag at its International Friendship Park. It is now a disappointment, with them ignoring how to "re-energize it", but they have moved on to build other parks. 

Granted, it is, more than likely, not enough to win an election, but I would not mind being a losing protest nominee -- winning my primary by default. 

I could also post videos about myself and how I feel, but I barely care enough to vote. Still, I am still a Democrat and I'm enjoying the current Trump karma because, at least, Democrats pretend better to care more for the disabled, elderly, families, students, the poor, veterans and the rest of us struggling people as the GOP Republican leaders only care about money.

Please, prove me wrong.

Instead, I trust God. For only God has been able to give to me through my wife, Sherri. I now know God had better plans for me all along: to care for those less fortunate than I am., if it is only to be my disabled wife that I now devote my wife to. So, I pray and meditate to thank God himself every day.

I doubt I would get elected to Congress. For I am not well-educated. Nor I am not rich and do not want to beg for money. So, what would I have done, as a Congressman? 

Using my own personal experience as a poor Struggling American, I would ...  

• help save our planet by promoting investments in energy, transportation and education. 
• Never put our kids, elderly or disabled "out on the streets" or in bad places by cutting EBT: food stamps and public housing {which can be turn into tax breaks by 2030's).
• Promote gun control of having to wait to age 21, buying gun owner insurance and stronger background checks -- especially for the mentally ill.  
• If you want to cut, and, yet, improve our public education? Have local schools run by the states while the feds put high school and college on-line. It saves on money and bullying: one of the reasons I did not complete high school nor college.
• Save, at least, part of ObamaCare., even if it is delayed as GOP, Obama and the U.S. Senate work on a new health care plan.  A federal judge, literally, told me it is my best my best hope for any life-saving weight loss surgery for my lifetime obesity: that I could not get because of my official mild bipolar depression: an illness 67% of us got and I hope meditation can control. 
• Make SNAP more like WIC for everyone.
• Raise full retirement to age 70 then to 75 years old, but keep partial at 62 right now then raise it to 65 by 2030. 

Of course, I got a few "off the wall" ideas I might summit to Whitehouse.gov ..

• Electoral College Votes to Puerto Rico and the U.S. Virgin Islands plus one to the U.S. Pacific Islands, including Guam.
• FREE post high school, tech or college education for everybody,
• Another idea is ... IF D.C. can't have their own U.S. Senator, why can't District of Columbia vote for Maryland's U.S. Senator? Again, I could summit it on-line. 
• Have Social security credit for volunteer caregivers.
• and have NASA sending out our FaceBook pages, and other Internet out into space. Let the ET aliens know who we all are.

If I can't run as a Democrat I may try running as a Green party nominee just to see if I can get 5% of the vote or more. These are my thoughts.

 Thanks.

Too lazy for a cult, but ...

Hello ...

I have a fantasy of having my own mindful meditation retreat where angels come to learn about themselves, find quite a few desperate people in prison or just find a few true family and friends to meditate with. I even thought about joining or starting a cult of cute angels. 

Yeah right. 

Let's face it, for those who know me: I'm too lazy for a cult and it's too much work. Still, I would like to teach and mentor nice young angels to my goals, ideas, words, thoughts, dreams and now mindful meditation. So, I joined the LDS Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints in 2003 bcause of the nice angels there. I now wish it could take meditation more seriously.

Some call LDS a 'mainstream cult'. I do not. For I am a Christian who read in the Holy Bible, but also the Book of Mormon as well as find inner peace and a clearer mind thru meditation, which is easy to get started. Just ... 

• try to be healthy by eating right and drinking plenty of water,
• find a quiet comfortable place,
• learn to think good happy thoughts and listen to soothing music,
• practice a mantra -- or repeat a favorite phrase over and over. Mine is from John 20.21: "Peace be unto you".
• then -- most importantly -- learn to clear your mind by taking slow deep breaths.

My church has been very nice to my wife: Sherri, and I have learned my paternal Eversole-Begley family history, that told my now late father and youngest brother of, before they died. My family's past is of Swiss and illegitimate British royal roots of the evil King Edward I, portrayed in Mel Gibson's Oscar-winning movie: "Brave Heart". 

So, why go to all the trouble to start a cult? Ego? A Message? Fame? Riches? Being an internet celebrity? I really do not want to piss off God by taking anybody's money. Especially over b**s**.  These days I much rather be a famous blogger, but I am not too fond of any attention, which tends to be negative. Still, I like the idea of quite a few young angels speaking nicely of me. So I have a message for them:

• God loves us.
• God forgive us.
• God gives us peace.

No sin is too great for our Father in Heaven to forgive through our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

I have lived and proven myself. For 5 years now, I stayed home to care for my disabled wife, pray, reflect and read scripture. I also sought to make our world better, but -- as a society -- we are too hateful and greedy. So, I pray. 

That is my life. God Bless and Thanks.