I was just watching a local Cincinnati Ohio USA TV news story about a mobile bookstore. Nice. Good luck with that. I got my own dream for the rest of my life here on earth: I want to find or start my very own small exclusive private mindful meditation group of true friends who will accept for who I am.
For 35 years I have had old fashion community college knowledge of retail business -- in the form of a one year certificate then over 30 credits transferred to Miami University of Ohio -- only to be later disappointed in the dense, sad and stupid fickle public offically exposed by the Electoral College selection of Trump as President of the United States of America.
It would be nice to take my recently confirmed by online certified meditation practice outside after I earned a Certificate from the more local name brand University of Cincinnati as well as volunteer some time at the near to my home well respected Cincinnati Children's Hospital, but, so far, this a dream for post life extending weight loss surgery. My past dreams I will say was my imagination bought on by my own bipolar depression.
Wish me luck?
Thanks.
Tuesday, June 25, 2019
Monday, June 24, 2019
I am trying to be better.
I was raised in a family of mental illness that I decided to reveal in this blog and no longer caring how surviving family feels.
For my Mother's father was what I call a post war drunk: a veteran of the Second World War who, probably, came home with what is now called P.T.S.D. and became a alcoholic. As a result, my Mother's mother gave away their 7 or 8 kids to a very abusing foster care system. My mother was the oldest as I am her oldest. Trust me: sadly, as a child, she was abused and raised to be a bitter old woman.
My father's mother died of a stroke at age 46 -- when my Dad was only about 11 years old. His father died on my first Christmas ever -- just 4 months and a few weeks of my life. My Dad was also a war drunk with P.T.S.D. because of his service in the Vietnam War. I was raised as an "army brat": moving from place to place. On the other hand, my parents got me away from a small redneck city we were born in.
But this added up to an uncertain childhood, but I got worse because to childhood bullying due to my mild bipolar depression caused by a childhood speech problem then a sad lifetime morbid obesity as an emotional eater. I was called "retarted" by people now exposed as mentally ill negative inferior minds, despite me proving myself by graduating community college with a one year business diploma as well as a student in politics and real estate. All this proven all thanks to our current so called President of the United States of America only selected by the Electoral College.
My mother died not being able to accept my doctors telling me that I have lifetime bipolar depression. She tried her best as a parent as well as my dad, but I decided that was her problem. My goal is to be better.
To my amazement, I have now outlasted most of the negativity as well as outlived most of my family. For I was the oldest of 4 boys. I have one younger brother still alive as well as neices and nephews who fought the family curse of booze, food, illegal drugs or smoking by moving away. I moved to the nearby big city of Cincinnati Ohio USA and have recently been offered life extending weight loss surgery. I am crediting this to improving my mental state thru mindful meditation. I am now hoping to become older than all 4 of my grandparents in less than 5 years in my early 60's. Then I will try to make it to age 70 and older to be older than my parents.
Wish me luck..? Thanks.
For my Mother's father was what I call a post war drunk: a veteran of the Second World War who, probably, came home with what is now called P.T.S.D. and became a alcoholic. As a result, my Mother's mother gave away their 7 or 8 kids to a very abusing foster care system. My mother was the oldest as I am her oldest. Trust me: sadly, as a child, she was abused and raised to be a bitter old woman.
My father's mother died of a stroke at age 46 -- when my Dad was only about 11 years old. His father died on my first Christmas ever -- just 4 months and a few weeks of my life. My Dad was also a war drunk with P.T.S.D. because of his service in the Vietnam War. I was raised as an "army brat": moving from place to place. On the other hand, my parents got me away from a small redneck city we were born in.
But this added up to an uncertain childhood, but I got worse because to childhood bullying due to my mild bipolar depression caused by a childhood speech problem then a sad lifetime morbid obesity as an emotional eater. I was called "retarted" by people now exposed as mentally ill negative inferior minds, despite me proving myself by graduating community college with a one year business diploma as well as a student in politics and real estate. All this proven all thanks to our current so called President of the United States of America only selected by the Electoral College.
My mother died not being able to accept my doctors telling me that I have lifetime bipolar depression. She tried her best as a parent as well as my dad, but I decided that was her problem. My goal is to be better.
To my amazement, I have now outlasted most of the negativity as well as outlived most of my family. For I was the oldest of 4 boys. I have one younger brother still alive as well as neices and nephews who fought the family curse of booze, food, illegal drugs or smoking by moving away. I moved to the nearby big city of Cincinnati Ohio USA and have recently been offered life extending weight loss surgery. I am crediting this to improving my mental state thru mindful meditation. I am now hoping to become older than all 4 of my grandparents in less than 5 years in my early 60's. Then I will try to make it to age 70 and older to be older than my parents.
Wish me luck..? Thanks.
Sunday, June 16, 2019
Me going into 2020.
In 2019, as I am being offered life extending weight loss surgery after decades of lifetime morbid obesity due to my mild bipolar depression, I confirmed the meditation I been studying in recent years with recent online certificates. My next goal is to qualify for it by getting through a 6 month diet that includes protein shakes.
I should be having the surgery in early 2020 then I will be getting through the rest of the year and into the next year recovering from it and losing quite a lot of weight as I earned a more name brand Meditation Certificate from the nearby University of Cincinnati.
Once I am comfortable I will apply to offically volunteer at Cincinnati Children's Hospital which is just blocks away from my home to take my mind off barely eating and giving the rest of my life here on earth some meaning than some people who I knew.
I give up on American politics because Trump has exposed a lot of negative stupidity in our insane sad rigged society. Sadly, I would not be surprised if Trump is re selected President by the Electoral College as well as losing in a 50 state nationwide Electoral College landslide for the Democratic nominee -- hopefully Biden and a woman Vice President.
Wish me luck? Thanks.
I should be having the surgery in early 2020 then I will be getting through the rest of the year and into the next year recovering from it and losing quite a lot of weight as I earned a more name brand Meditation Certificate from the nearby University of Cincinnati.
Once I am comfortable I will apply to offically volunteer at Cincinnati Children's Hospital which is just blocks away from my home to take my mind off barely eating and giving the rest of my life here on earth some meaning than some people who I knew.
I give up on American politics because Trump has exposed a lot of negative stupidity in our insane sad rigged society. Sadly, I would not be surprised if Trump is re selected President by the Electoral College as well as losing in a 50 state nationwide Electoral College landslide for the Democratic nominee -- hopefully Biden and a woman Vice President.
Wish me luck? Thanks.
My simple meditation teaching...
Hello...
Despite all the written words I read in the Holy Bible and other scripture plus about mindful meditation for children up to the ivy league Brown and Havard University -- as well as in Matthew 6:6 and 3 Nephi 13:6 in the Book of Mormon -- I have a simple free lesson to pray and meditate I will offer to anybody who cares enough to listen and truly understand...
Whenever you need to do so, take at least 5+ minutes to go to a very quiet and comfortable place to just be very quiet in your own mind to focus only on our own deep slow breathing.
That's it!! You just got to do it for at the very least 5+ minutes to feel its effects. The longer the better. The more the better. For the health benefits listed by doctors and approved by psychologists of making this a habit is for it to first of reducing...
Despite all the written words I read in the Holy Bible and other scripture plus about mindful meditation for children up to the ivy league Brown and Havard University -- as well as in Matthew 6:6 and 3 Nephi 13:6 in the Book of Mormon -- I have a simple free lesson to pray and meditate I will offer to anybody who cares enough to listen and truly understand...
Whenever you need to do so, take at least 5+ minutes to go to a very quiet and comfortable place to just be very quiet in your own mind to focus only on our own deep slow breathing.
That's it!! You just got to do it for at the very least 5+ minutes to feel its effects. The longer the better. The more the better. For the health benefits listed by doctors and approved by psychologists of making this a habit is for it to first of reducing...
- Anxieties,
- Depression,
- Stress,
- Heart problems,
- Brain problems,
- Blood pressure.
As constant meditation will increase...
- Concentration,
- Inner strength,
- Relaxation,
- Communication,
- Clarity of mind,
- Energy,
- Healing,
- Immune system,
- Social connections,
- Resilience,
- Brian clarity,
- Lungs and breathing.
For students, meditation helps...
- Reduces fear,
- Clears the mind,
- Focus on testing,
- Increase understanding,
- Controls emotions,
- Becomes less judgemental
- Focus on your life script.
To be brief, just a few official years of mindful meditation has made me feel much better about myself by giving me inner calm and peace of mind and forever soul. Just do not get to distracted by silly earthly dreams as well as making too much money that you need. This is now taught in hospitals, jail and schools. Is it truly taught in churches?
This is my free advice and lesson to all of humanity. Thank you and God bless.
Friday, June 14, 2019
My Summer of 2019.
Hello.
At age 57, I will entering my late 50's in mid August. I have already outlived 2 out of 4 of my grandparents as well as 2 out of 3 of my younger brothers, but, thanks to recent years of study in Mindfulness Meditation, I now find myself with long delayed unexpected plans for life extending weight loss surgery after decades of lifetime morbid obesity due to my mild bipolar depression, but I also need to qualify by completing some things -- especially a 6 month pre surgery diet that, eventually, will include nothing but protein shakes just before and after finally having my insides rearranged to lose quite a lot of fat.
What I already done to get my mind ready is earn online Mindfulness Meditation and Life Coaching certificates to display on my wall to remind myself that "I got this" plus enrolled in some more online courses to keep me too busy to think about eating too much.
I plan to use my wheeled seated walker to get around my neighbor a lot more -- going to my nearby library and store -- as well as to the top rated Cincinnati Children's Hospital which is the other way and still a brisk walk away. I want to mentor from and volunteer there after very successful recovery from surgery.
Wish me luck? Thanks.
At age 57, I will entering my late 50's in mid August. I have already outlived 2 out of 4 of my grandparents as well as 2 out of 3 of my younger brothers, but, thanks to recent years of study in Mindfulness Meditation, I now find myself with long delayed unexpected plans for life extending weight loss surgery after decades of lifetime morbid obesity due to my mild bipolar depression, but I also need to qualify by completing some things -- especially a 6 month pre surgery diet that, eventually, will include nothing but protein shakes just before and after finally having my insides rearranged to lose quite a lot of fat.
What I already done to get my mind ready is earn online Mindfulness Meditation and Life Coaching certificates to display on my wall to remind myself that "I got this" plus enrolled in some more online courses to keep me too busy to think about eating too much.
I plan to use my wheeled seated walker to get around my neighbor a lot more -- going to my nearby library and store -- as well as to the top rated Cincinnati Children's Hospital which is the other way and still a brisk walk away. I want to mentor from and volunteer there after very successful recovery from surgery.
Wish me luck? Thanks.
Thursday, June 13, 2019
Meditation is my plan.
Hello.
I am a wasted genius and a morbidly obese 56 year old man due to decades of official mild bipolar depression, but I am controlling this much better enough to finally be offered life extending weight loss surgery by my doctors because I learned how to, basically, take time to focus only on my deep slow breathing. This is called Mindfulness Meditation from an act older than most known religions that seem to only practice basic quick prayers instead of a more slower satisfying intense prayer.
As a result of studying this in recent years and confirming what I learned with certificates to display on my wall to remind myself, I learned to accept my true role in life and in our insane sad rigged society as well as for the past as something that can not be changed. Only the present and future can be changed, but only after we learn to calm down to accept the past for what it is and ourselves for who we are.
This is how I will be able to finally be able to pass the psychological exam for life extending weight loss surgery so I will make it into my early 60's and -- maybe -- my 70's as a mentor and volunteer teaching meditation to others.
Wish me luck? Thanks.
I am a wasted genius and a morbidly obese 56 year old man due to decades of official mild bipolar depression, but I am controlling this much better enough to finally be offered life extending weight loss surgery by my doctors because I learned how to, basically, take time to focus only on my deep slow breathing. This is called Mindfulness Meditation from an act older than most known religions that seem to only practice basic quick prayers instead of a more slower satisfying intense prayer.
As a result of studying this in recent years and confirming what I learned with certificates to display on my wall to remind myself, I learned to accept my true role in life and in our insane sad rigged society as well as for the past as something that can not be changed. Only the present and future can be changed, but only after we learn to calm down to accept the past for what it is and ourselves for who we are.
This is how I will be able to finally be able to pass the psychological exam for life extending weight loss surgery so I will make it into my early 60's and -- maybe -- my 70's as a mentor and volunteer teaching meditation to others.
Wish me luck? Thanks.
Tuesday, May 21, 2019
I am a wasted genius.
Upon watching a dumb TV ad of someone calling himself a genius, I decided to research the word on Wikipedia to find it officially takes an I.Q. of 125 and over to qualify. This bought back a memory for me.
For childhood and high school was rough for me because I was constantly bullied because of a speech problem when I was a child then due to lifetime morbid obesity because of what I now know offically as mild bipolar depression.
The exact memory for me was my teachers not believing that I once was confirmed with an I.Q. of 125: my highest score ever. My average is usually 110+ with my lowest never below 100 or triple digits. It was at this exact moment that I decided to bypass bullies and busy lame teachers to earn a GED instead of graduating high school as a possible D student.
The State of Missouri later on offered me much better by paying for my community college education that allowed me to earn 30+ credits since the mid 80's that was transfered to Miami University of Ohio as well as a one year Mid "Business" Management certificate that I have now found a real use for... promoting myself as a Mindful Meditation Life Coach -- even if I got to sit on a outside bench doing so.
For childhood and high school was rough for me because I was constantly bullied because of a speech problem when I was a child then due to lifetime morbid obesity because of what I now know offically as mild bipolar depression.
The exact memory for me was my teachers not believing that I once was confirmed with an I.Q. of 125: my highest score ever. My average is usually 110+ with my lowest never below 100 or triple digits. It was at this exact moment that I decided to bypass bullies and busy lame teachers to earn a GED instead of graduating high school as a possible D student.
The State of Missouri later on offered me much better by paying for my community college education that allowed me to earn 30+ credits since the mid 80's that was transfered to Miami University of Ohio as well as a one year Mid "Business" Management certificate that I have now found a real use for... promoting myself as a Mindful Meditation Life Coach -- even if I got to sit on a outside bench doing so.
Tuesday, May 7, 2019
If a Quack can be President then I can be a Life Coach.
My wife just told me that the President of our church: The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is challenging us to go off negative social media for 10 days. Fair enough, but I am enjoying point out Trump has been exposing the stupidity of humanity that is helping me to get a lot out of my mild bipolar mind as well as with my meditation that is improving me for life extending weight loss surgery after too many decades of lifetime morbid obesity. So, if I'm going to do this then I want a parting shot.
I don't think highly of our current so called President of the United States of America --selected by the Electoral College -- not elected by the popular vote hateful greedy Trump who tries too much to appeal to those who sadly seem possessed by negative fear, hate, greed and under educated stupidity.
For, if he was a doctor I would call him a quack and if we can have a Quack as leader of the so called free world still sadly possessed by low wage slavery -- if not by sub par health care -- then I can now pass myself off as a Certified Mindfulness Meditation Life Coach at least for myself as well as Teaching Teens Meditation to add to my one year community college business certificate and over 30 college credits since the mid 80's because I now believe if I knew about mindful meditation when I was younger then I would have earned a real two year associated degree.
It is nice to be able to confirm what I learned over the past few years. I will, eventually, get off the negative social media to, at least, be able to keep improving my mind and forever soul as well as my body -- especially if I am going to have my insides rearranged thru life extending weight loss surgery after decades of lifetime morbid obesity due to my mild bipolar depression and after most of my family has passed away into the veil.
I don't think highly of our current so called President of the United States of America --selected by the Electoral College -- not elected by the popular vote hateful greedy Trump who tries too much to appeal to those who sadly seem possessed by negative fear, hate, greed and under educated stupidity.
For, if he was a doctor I would call him a quack and if we can have a Quack as leader of the so called free world still sadly possessed by low wage slavery -- if not by sub par health care -- then I can now pass myself off as a Certified Mindfulness Meditation Life Coach at least for myself as well as Teaching Teens Meditation to add to my one year community college business certificate and over 30 college credits since the mid 80's because I now believe if I knew about mindful meditation when I was younger then I would have earned a real two year associated degree.
It is nice to be able to confirm what I learned over the past few years. I will, eventually, get off the negative social media to, at least, be able to keep improving my mind and forever soul as well as my body -- especially if I am going to have my insides rearranged thru life extending weight loss surgery after decades of lifetime morbid obesity due to my mild bipolar depression and after most of my family has passed away into the veil.
Sunday, April 28, 2019
Gold stars in Heaven.
Hello...
My born disabled wife, Sherri, whom I known for 16 years now has declined health over more recent years. So I stay home to care for her rather than let low wage slavery endanger her disability and health care. She says I will get my gold stars in heaven for caring for her, but, in honesty, our sad pathetic rigged society has not exactly offered me much better despite me proving myself by being college educated with 30 credits since the mid 80's.
In reality, she saved me from a sad depressing life of sub par jobs and health care and I have been slowly improving my mind and forever soul thru mindfulness meditation to the point of not only confirming what I learned earning an international meditation certificate, but I also earned one in mindful life coaching plus my doctors are now considering me for life extending weight loss surgery after decades of lifetime morbid obesity due to my mild bipolar depression. This will help me focus on getting into the early 2020's then my early 60's -- if not outliving my parents and hopefully beyond. So, wish me luck? Thanks...
My born disabled wife, Sherri, whom I known for 16 years now has declined health over more recent years. So I stay home to care for her rather than let low wage slavery endanger her disability and health care. She says I will get my gold stars in heaven for caring for her, but, in honesty, our sad pathetic rigged society has not exactly offered me much better despite me proving myself by being college educated with 30 credits since the mid 80's.
In reality, she saved me from a sad depressing life of sub par jobs and health care and I have been slowly improving my mind and forever soul thru mindfulness meditation to the point of not only confirming what I learned earning an international meditation certificate, but I also earned one in mindful life coaching plus my doctors are now considering me for life extending weight loss surgery after decades of lifetime morbid obesity due to my mild bipolar depression. This will help me focus on getting into the early 2020's then my early 60's -- if not outliving my parents and hopefully beyond. So, wish me luck? Thanks...
Sunday, April 21, 2019
Being a Mindfulness Certified Life Coach...
Hello...
35 years after earning most of my 30+ college credits in public retail business, I just earned certification in Mindfulness Meditation Life Coaching, but, after 10 years as a public retail worker and as an educated politican, I do not want to deal with the under educated public. Instead, I want to either find or start my own small exclusive private meditation group of true friends who will accept for who I am.
In the meantime, I plan to get rid of most of my lifetime morbid obesity due to my mild bipolar depression increased by bullying by inferior negative minds possessed by fear, hate and greed exposed by selected President Trump.
Meditation has helped me stable my mind for doctors to give me this opportunity once again after I offically failed their psychological exam twice before asking for this life extending act of weight loss surgery after decades.
It is a shame that our insane pathetic mad sad rigged society is so out of touch that we need special education to teach others how to spend at least 5 minutes to clear the bipolar mind by just focusing on your slow deep breathing.
IF successful, I plan to "pay it forward" as an unpaid volunteer mindfulness meditation coach in the early 2020's as well as into my 60's -- if not beyond. For this could be my 500 year forever soul project with some exact scripture study of my favorite and personally valuable versus over the decades.
35 years after earning most of my 30+ college credits in public retail business, I just earned certification in Mindfulness Meditation Life Coaching, but, after 10 years as a public retail worker and as an educated politican, I do not want to deal with the under educated public. Instead, I want to either find or start my own small exclusive private meditation group of true friends who will accept for who I am.
In the meantime, I plan to get rid of most of my lifetime morbid obesity due to my mild bipolar depression increased by bullying by inferior negative minds possessed by fear, hate and greed exposed by selected President Trump.
Meditation has helped me stable my mind for doctors to give me this opportunity once again after I offically failed their psychological exam twice before asking for this life extending act of weight loss surgery after decades.
It is a shame that our insane pathetic mad sad rigged society is so out of touch that we need special education to teach others how to spend at least 5 minutes to clear the bipolar mind by just focusing on your slow deep breathing.
IF successful, I plan to "pay it forward" as an unpaid volunteer mindfulness meditation coach in the early 2020's as well as into my 60's -- if not beyond. For this could be my 500 year forever soul project with some exact scripture study of my favorite and personally valuable versus over the decades.
Monday, April 1, 2019
Name brand vs Store brand
Hello.
Every time I shop I decide on the expensive name brand like Tide laundry pods or the cheaper store brand. This includes everything and, since I have always been limited on my funds most of my life, I usually buy the cheap store brand that usually works, but I will buy the name brand for a treat.
I treated my post GED education the same way. For, after Cs and Ds grades in high school, I was only able to afford and get into the cheap non mame brand community college with housing because my parents were living far away in military housing and I improved with Cs and Bs and graduated with an official one year business certificate.
Then I was able to get the name brand Miami University of Ohio to recognize and transfer most of my now 30 college credits since the mid 80's, but our mad sad dense insane rigged society has not been too impressed.
So forgive me I am not that impressed with expensive name brands to buy it at a drop of a hat or when I do not have enough money. For I am as impressed with the public as they have been with me despite me proving myself.
Therefore, I will be proud of a cheaper non brand name Meditation Certificate from KEW Training Academy as well as from Udemy as well as one from the more expensive name branded University of Cincinnati until the public gives me the funds to pay for it.
Thanks and God bless.
Every time I shop I decide on the expensive name brand like Tide laundry pods or the cheaper store brand. This includes everything and, since I have always been limited on my funds most of my life, I usually buy the cheap store brand that usually works, but I will buy the name brand for a treat.
I treated my post GED education the same way. For, after Cs and Ds grades in high school, I was only able to afford and get into the cheap non mame brand community college with housing because my parents were living far away in military housing and I improved with Cs and Bs and graduated with an official one year business certificate.
Then I was able to get the name brand Miami University of Ohio to recognize and transfer most of my now 30 college credits since the mid 80's, but our mad sad dense insane rigged society has not been too impressed.
So forgive me I am not that impressed with expensive name brands to buy it at a drop of a hat or when I do not have enough money. For I am as impressed with the public as they have been with me despite me proving myself.
Therefore, I will be proud of a cheaper non brand name Meditation Certificate from KEW Training Academy as well as from Udemy as well as one from the more expensive name branded University of Cincinnati until the public gives me the funds to pay for it.
Thanks and God bless.
Friday, March 22, 2019
Sorry... not sorry.
I am a man soon to be entering his late 50's in mid August at age 57... already outliving 2 out of 4 of my grandparents as well as 2 younger brothers by years, but I also have a lifetime of morbid obesity due to my officially diagnosed mild bipolar depression that I have been controlling thru medication and meditation.
Personally, I think I suffered from a lot of sad inferior negative minds to absorbed enough good karma over the decades to see its results in my later years in life.
I have been staying home to care for my born disabled wife and now been offered live saving weight loss surgery by Ohio Medicaid through ACA Obamacare.
Life was rougher before then.
For, in my past, I was denied because I, twice, have failed their psychological exams, but also it was not fully covered because my now former low wage slave employer's cheap sub par health care insurance, but now Medicaid is purposing this life saving surgery to me again. I guess I have improved over the years to be considered for this again, but I also want to be sure I can handle it not to mention having a long term plan if I am now planning to make it into the early 2020's, past my 60's, into my 70's and outliving also my own parents. The only real true reason I am still here is because of my wonderful wife of 16 years.
Therefore, I am going to take online courses to earn Meditation Certificates this spring so I can confirm what I learned over recent years as well as finish my official learning to hang the result on my wall to remind myself I can get thru post surgery. I am also simplifying my scripture study. No more re-reading the Bible and Book of Mormon over and over only not to completely get it due to my dull mind.
Then I will build up on my support of true real friends who will accept for who I am by either finding or starting a small private exclusive private meditation group as well as teaching free basic mindful meditation to keep up my good karma I must have earned in my life.
Thank you and God bless.
Personally, I think I suffered from a lot of sad inferior negative minds to absorbed enough good karma over the decades to see its results in my later years in life.
I have been staying home to care for my born disabled wife and now been offered live saving weight loss surgery by Ohio Medicaid through ACA Obamacare.
Life was rougher before then.
For, in my past, I was denied because I, twice, have failed their psychological exams, but also it was not fully covered because my now former low wage slave employer's cheap sub par health care insurance, but now Medicaid is purposing this life saving surgery to me again. I guess I have improved over the years to be considered for this again, but I also want to be sure I can handle it not to mention having a long term plan if I am now planning to make it into the early 2020's, past my 60's, into my 70's and outliving also my own parents. The only real true reason I am still here is because of my wonderful wife of 16 years.
Therefore, I am going to take online courses to earn Meditation Certificates this spring so I can confirm what I learned over recent years as well as finish my official learning to hang the result on my wall to remind myself I can get thru post surgery. I am also simplifying my scripture study. No more re-reading the Bible and Book of Mormon over and over only not to completely get it due to my dull mind.
Then I will build up on my support of true real friends who will accept for who I am by either finding or starting a small private exclusive private meditation group as well as teaching free basic mindful meditation to keep up my good karma I must have earned in my life.
Thank you and God bless.
Tuesday, March 19, 2019
I am far from perfect.
I am far from perfect.
A lot of people told me so, but, thanks to our selected by the Electoral College -- not elected by the popular vote President Trump, they been exposed as mentally ill souls possessed by negative fear, hate, greed and, maybe, under educated stupidity of -- at least -- a third of US -- perhaps even more.
Doctors, psychologists and therapists officially diagnose me with mild bipolar depression that contributes to my lifetime morbid obesity. In more recent years, I am so much more in self control of my mind and forever soul through medication and mindful meditation that I am planning to confirm what I learned by earning a Meditation Certificate from the University of Cincinnati after years of improvment.
Then I will, officially and permanently, start a semi liquid plan protein shakes then -- perhaps weight loss surgery from the local University of Cincinnati Medical Centet for the rest of my life here on earth to match my body with the inner calm, joy and peace of my mind and forever soul after decades of self abuse as a reaction to the negativity of others.
Make no mistake: this is a forever project, but I learned more about our mad sad rigged society thanks to President Trump.
God bless America. We need it.
A lot of people told me so, but, thanks to our selected by the Electoral College -- not elected by the popular vote President Trump, they been exposed as mentally ill souls possessed by negative fear, hate, greed and, maybe, under educated stupidity of -- at least -- a third of US -- perhaps even more.
Doctors, psychologists and therapists officially diagnose me with mild bipolar depression that contributes to my lifetime morbid obesity. In more recent years, I am so much more in self control of my mind and forever soul through medication and mindful meditation that I am planning to confirm what I learned by earning a Meditation Certificate from the University of Cincinnati after years of improvment.
Then I will, officially and permanently, start a semi liquid plan protein shakes then -- perhaps weight loss surgery from the local University of Cincinnati Medical Centet for the rest of my life here on earth to match my body with the inner calm, joy and peace of my mind and forever soul after decades of self abuse as a reaction to the negativity of others.
Make no mistake: this is a forever project, but I learned more about our mad sad rigged society thanks to President Trump.
God bless America. We need it.
Monday, March 18, 2019
Meditation last instead of first.
In the past I have been diagnosed with mild bipolar depression with doctors, psychologists and therapists as well as a now late brother and his still struggling son -- my nephew -- all suggesting mindful meditation as I suffer from lifetime morbid obesity.
Years later, I taken an online Certificate course on Mindfulness Meditation Life Coach on what would've been another late brother 50th year to add on to my business certificate and over 30 college credits with such courses as my "B" grades in ...
I believe, if I, offically, started the Meditation first, or, at least, in college, instead of last in my life, I would have earned a real two year associate college degree instead of just a few certificates over my lifetime.
Oh well.
Such is my cautionary tale that is better than some people I know who had to die to achieve the inner calm and peace of mind and forever soul that I am hoping for during my last years of life here on earth.
Years later, I taken an online Certificate course on Mindfulness Meditation Life Coach on what would've been another late brother 50th year to add on to my business certificate and over 30 college credits with such courses as my "B" grades in ...
- Business Mathematics at the Community College of Rhode Island.
- Advertising,
- Political Science,
- Public Speaking that I see more of an average balance of a D grade in Salesmanship.
- Marketing,
- Retailing,
- English and writing too.
I believe, if I, offically, started the Meditation first, or, at least, in college, instead of last in my life, I would have earned a real two year associate college degree instead of just a few certificates over my lifetime.
Oh well.
Such is my cautionary tale that is better than some people I know who had to die to achieve the inner calm and peace of mind and forever soul that I am hoping for during my last years of life here on earth.
Wednesday, February 20, 2019
The overly honest resume' of Anthony Eversole...
My overly honest resume' by
Anthony "Tony" Dale Eversole
601 Maple Avenue
Apt. #111
of Cincinnati Ohio USA*...
*= Because, after weight loss surgery due to my lifetime morbid obesity because of decades of mild bipolar depression that I control thru mindful meditation, I no longer have any real career ambition other than a part time position volunteering to teach meditation -- matching my proven earned listed abilities...
Educational experience...
I am a GED and College graduate with a one year Mid (business) Managment certificate plus a Political Science course in the mid 1980's. I transferred most of my 30+ credits to Miami University of Ohio. I also earned a Mindfulness Meditation Life Coaching Certificate in 2019 to stable my mind for weight loss surgery.
Occupational experience...
I am currently an unpaid volunteer Caregiver for my born disabled wife since at least 2007.
I was also a Security guard from 1994 to 2010 for mostly Securitas Security of Cincinnati Ohio USA where I passed 31 of their online courses and earned a 10 year award.
Before then I worked 10 years in retail after graduating college that includes being a
Before then I worked 10 years in retail after graduating college that includes being a
- Restrauant worker... mid 1980's.
- Kroger Couresty Clerk and bagger... late 1980's.
- Store Clerk, Cashier and aspiring assistant store manager ... early 1990's.
Current intrest...
To teach angels and seek a small exclusive private meditation group of true friends who will accept for who I am and encourage me in my quest for inner joy and peace.
Past experience and intrests...
I am a proven Democrat as well as a former Mayor and Council candidate on Nov. 8th, 1989 and two timed elected to a Democratic party post because --with a proven 100+ I.Q. -- I have been too smart to vote for people like the hateful greedy Trump for over 40 years.
My personal references will be in regard to my more recent caregiver years if you are interested in receiving them.
Living content, comfortable and well is the best revenge of all. It is not my fault if you can't agree with this logic.
Living content, comfortable and well is the best revenge of all. It is not my fault if you can't agree with this logic.
Thank you.
Monday, January 28, 2019
About me: Anthony "Tony" Dale Eversole, 1962-202_.
The life of Anthony "Tony" Dale Eversole ...
Residence (Army brat, 1962-1984):
- Cincinnati Ohio USA, 1994-202_,
- Hamilton Ohio USA, 1987-1994,
- Lawton, Oklahoma USA, 1972-1977,
- Wurzburg, (West) Germany, 1977-1979 (high school student),
- Fort Leonard Wood, Missouri, 1979-1983,
- Hamilton Ohio USA, 1962-1972, 1984-1986,
- Providence, Rhode Island, 1986-1987.
- Caregiver (wife), 2007-202_,
- Security Guard, 1994-2010,
- Retail worker (courtsey clerk, cashier and aspring assistant manager), 1987-1994,
- Restaurant worker, 1984-1987.
Education:
- G.E.D., 1980,
- Crowder College, 1983-84 (politics and one year business certificate),
- Community College of Rhode Island (business mathematics), 1983,
- Miami University of Ohio (real estate), 1988 (with over 30 college credits),
- University of Cincinnati (mindfulness cerificate), 2019 -- on my late youngest brother brother's 50th year also in dedication of another late younger brother who encouraged this journey in life.
Activities:
- Aspiring meditation guru, 2015-202_,
- Elected Democratic party postion, 1990, 2000,
- Candidate for Mayor and Council of Hamilton Ohio USA (birth city), 1989.
Friday, January 11, 2019
Am I a social media influencer? I doubt it.
Am I a social media influencer? I doubt it.
I gave up on people decades ago.
For some people are too mentally dense and can never be helped because they are just too possessed by sad insane negative fear, hate, greed and under educated stupidity to really be helped. All you can do is pray for their souls that the Holy Bible tells of their final fate. In the end, I just want to be better than these people by learning to be more enlightened, intelligence, open minded and postive. In the meantime, my advice for people smart enough to do so is ...
I gave up on people decades ago.
For some people are too mentally dense and can never be helped because they are just too possessed by sad insane negative fear, hate, greed and under educated stupidity to really be helped. All you can do is pray for their souls that the Holy Bible tells of their final fate. In the end, I just want to be better than these people by learning to be more enlightened, intelligence, open minded and postive. In the meantime, my advice for people smart enough to do so is ...
- Be more postive,
- Try meditation,
- and vote much smarter every few years instead of just for President of the United States of America every four years.
If you care enough to read more of my blogs you should understand why I am the way I am. Thank you and God bless.
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