Wednesday, August 29, 2018

Anthony "Tony" Dale Eversole: 1962-202_.

Hello.

I was born August 13th, 1962.

When I was younger I noticed whenever my birthday fell on a Friday the 13th, then a bad luck event happened. Sometimes, a death in the family, but, in the 21st century, I had more family deaths despite no unlucky days. That may change on Friday, August 13th, 2021.

On well. I lasted 50 years longer than I thought I would have. For almost 20 years ago I started a cremation plan not really expecting to be alive deep into the early 21st century, but I am now, honestly, amazed to be alive in my mid 50's and 16 months until the year 2020: a year I was not expecting to get to because a part of me has been wanting to die since I can recall.

That has been well over 50 years now despite proving myself by earning a GED and some college. Yet, I have not only outlived not only both of my parents and two younger brothers, but I'm now reaching the age my grandparents started dying. I will be in my late 50's in the early 2020's.

Now, the only reason why I am still alive is I stay home caring for my born disabled wife who not only saved me from a sad depressing life of low wage slavery, but has given me reason to improve my forever soul through mindful meditation that I had doctors, psychiatrists and therapists either suggest or agree with, but I doubt I want to live to 2030. So, I have narrowed down my obituary.

But I also want witness Trump being exposed as mentally ill so his sad supporters will also be labeled and get the help they need for their poor lost souls.

Thank you.

Friday, August 24, 2018

I feel so blessed.

Hello...

I feel so blessed.

25 years ago I decided to move from my birth city to the nearby big city of Cincinnati, Ohio with no regrets ever since.

I am now in my mid 50's. I am reaching the age two of my grandparents died. In 5 years, I will have outlived all 4 of them. I used to be oldest of 4 boys, but I have now outlived two younger brothers as well as my parents.

I am not only still alive, but able to, finally, improve my bipolar depressed mind and soul because of my wonderful wife whom I met through her Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints that I, officially, joined 15 years ago. If it was not for them I probably would not be here coming toward the year 2020: a date I never thought to dream of decades ago.

Before I met them. I proved myself to the sad negative unreasonable naysayers by earning a GED and a one year business college diploma. I transferred most of my 35 credits to Miami University of Ohio. Then I worked 16 years as a security guard after working 10 years in retail to find I can't stand the public.

I gave up on our sad rigged society years -- if not decades ago. I been staying at home caring for my born disabled wife for years now. We have a delightful cat who makes me laugh and living in a very comfortable place that I earned through years of low wage slavery. My realistic dream and goal for the rest of my life and forever soul is improving my inner self acceptance, calm, enlightenment, joy, open mindedness and peace through prayer and meditation practice.

I may also start my own small exclusive private meditation group of true friends who will accept me for who I am.

Thank you.