My dream of the afterlife:

Hello.

As meditation has been helping me sleep better I have been dreaming better. My lost and confused dreams are becoming more clear of what I believe is my past family in the afterlife.

They seem to be in what the politically correct would call Trump Heaven: a sad struggling redneck afterlife that they seem to be comfortable with, but I am not sure I will be. Therefore, I believe I am getting a preview or visit to help me decide whether or not I want to be there and it is not a lock. I keep noticing my late youngest brother is never there because he seemed to have moved on himself.

Mom offered me his room in the house, but I want a heaven where I can read with a clear mind and fly to learn and explore the wonders that God created. I also want an afterlife with souls that will accept me for who I am. Family is nice to visit to see how they are doing, but I don't really want to spend forever there. I want better. I want to forever improve my soul with inner calm, acceptance, joy and peace thru meditation. Then teach angels how to do so.

Is that too much to ask?


Thanks.

Life does get better. For I am comfortable.

Hello.

I am now 55 years old. I used to be the oldest of 4 boys, but I have outlived 2 of my younger brothers. After working low wage slavery for over 25 years, I am staying home to care for my disabled wife who has SSI disability. I calculate I save Medicaid the cost of 24-7 nurse aides and give my wife her dignity of a nice home, but I don't really care if you agree or not. For it's not like people will be visiting me.

I now pray and meditate for better -- at least for the world if myself. I'm also looking for a few good friends and young adults to mentor -- sometimes with the aid of CDs and DVDs. My goal is to learn enough for forever.

When people tell you that life gets better, believe it -- especially if you have been a good person because it is God, destiny, fate and or good karma rewarding you as it has me.

For I put up with quite a lot of drama to for my comfortable life from family, low wage employers, naysayers and fake friends who devalued me all my life. Yet, I noticed the benefits in our society of roughing it for decades that the heartless rich white guys want to take away through our U.S. Congress, President Trump and others in our federal government. What gets me are the people who voted for Trump are the same stupid naysayers I put up with all my life. The ones I could not understand until Trump became President of the United States of America.

Thanks.

My view on karma:

In my 50+ years of life I noticed the best revenge seems to be karma. It is called destiny, fate and -- perhaps -- God's will. The hateful greedy Trump -- who was elected in the worse way ever --seems to be the best example of karma ever because he will be haunted by all of his past flaws, sins and hateful words only to have one of -- if not the worse Post U.S. Presidency in human history and the best cautionary tale of karma ever.

So, whatever. If you are bad, you get bad. If you are good, you get good. I know of family and people that lived then died from their own karma. Either way I just let people go along their way and the true judge have at them. I am going in the same direction, but I hope to save good karma for my soul so I can be with good trusting souls forever.